I really have not posted anything thought provoking on here in a while. Oh well!!!! I have not posted anything worth commenting on...oh well. I HAVE however been in a slump the last few days. I have been feeling like no one likes me or wants to hear what I have to say. I think it's partly because of POST PMS.....it's horrible. All I wanted to do was cry this week. I have not felt this sad in almost a year!!! Even the thought of my upcoming trip did not cheer me up this past week. BUT!!!! I literally am on the edge of my seat and cannot fall asleep tonight because of my trip.

Tomorrow I will board a plane to Charlotte!!! I can't wait to see Derek. I can't wait to see his family!!! I can't wait to go to Carowinds, I can't wait to see Derek. I can't wait to hear him preach....have I told you I can't wait to see Derek??? Well, it has been almost 3 months you know!!!!

I know Derek will be like a kid at Christmas begging for his belated bday gifts!!!!! Yea, they are GOOD presents. I can't post what they are cause he reads this blog....so just a few more hours sweetie!!!!! I ordered his niece Kristen, a gnome. An early bday present!!!! I hope she likes it. I hope it gets there before Saturday!!! I was hoping to get golden mickey ears for all 3 nieces but yes...that did not pan out as I had expected!!!! I need to remember that they already like me. I don't have to over do it with the gifts!!!!

Cordelia, Marley and Latte are being cat sat by my co-worker. I am a bit nervous about leaving them, but I knwo they are in good hands with "K". My babies...I'm going to miss them!!!!

I called my mom this evening. It was her bday and we talked about the cats and the koi (gag), and a bunch of other meaningless things. I wish I could talk to her about deep personal things. But alas, she will not allow me to get that close to her. (sigh). Anyone have a mom I can adopt?????